I want to be like those girls in Vivi!












I was in my own world today. Engrossed and indulged in my Vivi magazines, trying to learn their make up and be pretty like the girls urgh . I wish I had their clothes T_T I wanna do a Vivi inspired shoot soon~!

My sinus is getting worse and I think I kind of deserve it for not taking good care of my nose. :/ You know it usually gets better after few days of medicine and I tend to forget to continue my course of medication properly after that. Also, I should seriously use my nasal spray like everyday! Don't know why I can't keep up the habit of doing so, okay no more excuses. Just got to stick to my nasal spray to keep the sinus away.

I've spent my weekend rather dreadfully with a bad congested nose and throat that feels infected with ulcers. The throat feels alot better now, it's just the nose that cannot stop dripping mucus that I am seriously amazed how much mucus are hidden beneath my nostrils and cheekbones?? Urghhh what's new anyway? I've been having this sinus shit since forever and I swear it's not the same as what normal sinus people suffer from. My mucus are those super slimy and stubborn kind with a bad smell reason behind is that they've been hidding inside for god knows how long and I got to take medicine/sea salt nose wash to force them out. Sounds damn gross, isn't it? Well, it is!

okaaay enough of my disgusting sinus talk.

I've dyed my hair before the weekend. I finally decide to do something to my hair because I couldn't stand the faded multi colours on my hair any longer. The colours look damn good initially but ahhh well been three months, it's time to change. I did a dark ash (really love ash colours) over as base and some red streaks on my already bleached parts. I kind of regretted choosing red, I swear it's overrated these days but I was super insistent that I was gonna avoid bleaching at all cost. I wanted a peachy and pink tone actually but those were not achievable without further bleaching so I took the option left to be red. Meh (cross fingers! hope they fade to some pastel pink-orangey tone soon~~~) Or I might not be able to control and start doing DIY to the red parts one of these days.



I tried doing braids! New hairdo for my next outing.



And I took a pic without make up (wtf). It doesn't look that baaad.


I need some meat on my face.

It's 3.07am and really quite the time to sleep. Blames my bad sinus that's keeping me awake!

I think I previously ranted that I tripped while trying to remove my pants (okay I know how dumb that sounds, there was much to explain why I tripped but in short, I just lost my balance). I got this large blue black bruise on my knee the next day with little dots all over it which disturbed me terribly and I couldn't stop looking at it and then being disturbed again by the dotty parts. >_> I don't know where I heard from that you can rub your bruise to spread the blood clot (or something along these lines) so it will heal faster. So I rubbed and rubbed all day, determined to rid of the disgusting dotty parts. Despite that it hurt, it somehow felt kind of good (wth). My bruise eventually became even bigger but I was more than relieved the disturbing sight was gone. This is one blueblack incident to remember.

Diarrhoea before I even ate anything. Tripped and fell while trying to remove my pants, dafuck. My knee!!!

I WANT TO DO EYES LIKE THIS



Gonna try out this soon X) Waiting for my grey lens to fit the look!

I thought my hair colour did at the last hairshow was probably the most unique thing ever. Suddenly, I realize everybody's having red streaks or streaks of some other fanciful colours beneath their hair. :< I have been kinda used to the fact that what I usually prefer aren't what majority of others would prefer so I don't like it when what I like or have becomes common. Yes I like to be different but sometimes, my being different isn't exactly intentional. For example, I used to have short bangs all the time since I was young till I was 17. Most thought I was trying to be Japanesey (which isn't entirely untrue) but it was because I was particularly conscious of my protruding forehead. Back then in lower secondary, the cockroach kind of fringe was the 'in' thing where most ah lians had while my kind of short bangs was deemed more of the nerdy one. Then out of nowhere, short bangs became a fashion and everybody started cutting their fringe short. Yes I was annoyed.

And I really think LV bags are crazily overrated. The usual kind that people carry around. I tend to be quite possessive of the type of style that I like to carry and I don't like to see people in the streets having the exact same piece of apparel that I have. That goes back to my preference of music as well. Back in secondary school, I was the only one I knew in the whole school who likes Jrock and everybody else thought the songs I listen to are weird but I was nevertheless super proud of the music that I like. I was crazy over Jrock and it was so hard to find anyone else who appreciates the same kind of music. I would travel all the way to HMV and Kino after school all by myself just to check out the latest Gackt magazines and albums. I often had to defend my music preferences because others would make fun of my favourite Jrock artistes ..cause what I like was different and unusual. Now, jrock is better known and I am glad in a way that it has become more recognized. Still, I would always cherish those earlier days where I had only these few friends I knew who were into Jrock when it wasn't recognized yet.

The same goes for cosplay. I think back then, alot of people thought we were freaks but I really heck care on that, hahaha! Cosplay was super fun. Now anime has become really popular so cosplay is pretty common nowadays and somehow, I stopped cosplaying. Being busy and getting old are just my mild excuses, the lack of motivation to cosplay again was the real reason. I can't get it back somehow, lol.

So to many, being different in this sense may be weird but I prefer to call it quirky and I enjoy being this way. Now now, I was just going to rant about the hair thing and I don't know how it led me to talking about everything else. Laughs. So yeah, I love being different and I love people who are different too. You know not the usual. But it's also cool that everybody else keeps the same style so I can easily stand out to be unique (hehehe). >D

Three ways to get reichel turned off

1. Tell her that sugizo/gackt/hyde/miscellaneous-jrocker-that-she-likes looks gay

reasoning: I immediately get the impression that you are just another typical Singaporean living-in-a-well who has never been exposed to the greatness of Jrock and guys who put make up are probably disgusting to you which is an insult to my adoration of jrockers. Ewww to you!

2. You don't listen to Japanese music because you don't understand the language

reasoning: I never quite understand this.. when I like a song, I LIKE THE SONG regardless of the language. I don't get why do you dismiss a song just because it's sung in a foreign language? I like how I can feel the song despite that I don't fully understand the language of course, I think Japanese is a beautiful language and that plays a big part. If the lyrics intrigues you so much that you have to understand, just google for english translation~

3. You like Jay Chou and you think Jolin Tsai is hot

reasoning: I think people who think Jay Chou is godly talented need to be more exposed to music from other parts of the world. He is just so overrated IMO.. And you think jolin tsai is hot wtfplsgodkillmenow.%$#%$R^&Y*&!?